i almost forgot! ED GOT HIS INVITE!!!!!! he finally received his invitation to attend the Summer Alumni Program with me and Em a couple days ago as an attractions cast member! im not 100% sure if he has officially accepted it yet, he was supposed to on Friday. i will say im a bit upset/jealous that they both got attractions and i didnt but im really just glad that we all made it in and will be having the most epic summer in the history of summers in just 2 and a half months (refer to Emily for specific amount of days lol). update on school and stress is that things are looking up. after a much needed breakdown, i came out on the other side with a renewed sense of motivation and determination to get through this semester and do it with good grades. still a bit stressed but much more stable with it. thats about all i can think of at the moment but will report back if/when something comes up :) ttfn, ta ta for now!

IM GOING BACK!!!!!

it is now official as of roughly 8pm last night! i applied and was accepted into the Summer Alumni Program for this summer as a QSF&B cast member! im so excited and cannot wait!! my arrival and departure dates for the program are May 16-August 12 :) so now all i have to do is make it through the rest of these 3 months of classes with good grades so that my parental units will actually allow me to go (although the $300 nonrefundable fees that have now been paid should help persuade them lol). i will admit that this semester has already been just downright awful and is truly testing my strength and self-will with school and has been extremely difficult so far. however, with the help of the 3 months in Disney to look forward to with one of my best friends (who i met on my last program) as a roommie and a small, yet apparently powerful mental and emotional breakdown last week, i now have a new, determined attitude toward my schoolwork and with the help of my glorious God, i will achieve good grades and conquer this dreadful thing of school that is so important in todays society and economy. so until my last final which is no later than May 5, i will have little to no life that does not revolve around school and art projects haha but ill make, no worries about that, Disney is just too important to me and too much a part of my life and long-term life/job goals for me to screw up now. any encouragement or help from my friends and family is always appreciated :))